Mental Health

I Hate You, Don’t Leave Me: My Battle against Borderline Personality Disorder.

**Originally published 9/19/2016 Post contains sensitive content. Readers view at their own discretion. I am writing this from my hospital bed - my second night in, on my third visit this year. I just had a shower with 2in1 shampoo that wasn't mine, and dried myself with towels that weren't mine, and I have to… Continue reading I Hate You, Don’t Leave Me: My Battle against Borderline Personality Disorder.

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Disregarded and Slain: We Are All Ciara Howard by ambsanonymous

"Delusional", "gun-wielding", "disturbed" - the words chosen by the media to describe 26 year old Ciara Howard, a bipolar disorder sufferer gunned down by police in Olathe last August. "Honour roll student", "accomplished pianist", and "very happy person to be around" were omitted from these articles. Why? Because in the beady eyes of modern media… Continue reading Disregarded and Slain: We Are All Ciara Howard by ambsanonymous

lifestyle

A 2018 Millennial Guide to Getting Yourself Together – ambsanonymous

I turned 20 on January 1st. I'm standing here looking up at the looming question above me: who am I going to be? I'm not the first to say it, but one of few millennials to admit that for all our good qualities, we are, for the most part, complacent, lazy, and entitled. We have… Continue reading A 2018 Millennial Guide to Getting Yourself Together – ambsanonymous

Poetry

170399

On a morning crisp, in amorous jest, I left my cheek upon your chest. And now there’s ghosts there where we lay; for afterwards, I died that day. And there sat in the inbetween, I saw all that was left of me, I crumbled up, I lost my crown, I watched the clouds come tumbling… Continue reading 170399

Poetry

The Regret

**Please note this is for artistic purposes only, as a means of self expression, and contains content some readers may find sensitive. This poem is dated and IS NOT a reflection of my current mental state, nor is it intended to endorse mental illness or self harm. It has been censored. If you or someone you know… Continue reading The Regret